[gayleyoumans]

I'm very attached to him, although he constantly offends me, and sometimes even hits me. But we have been with him for 15 years and it hurts me to realize that I cannot decide to leave him. I already just have a feeling that after the divorce, I won't be able to find anyone for myself. We never had children in our marriage, we very often argue about this, my husband says that my health is to blame. I'm very offended, and sometimes I think he is right. I thought that I could endure everything he does to me, but now I really realize that I'm losing myself next to him. I said goodbye to absolutely all my friends, I no longer have a hobby, and I don't even have anyone to turn to for advice. Please tell me what am I supposed to do?